Hi cuz Late I know, just came across this and thought I'd say hi... It's nice to have a place in your memory that all that knew and loved you can go whenever they feel the need to talk to you..... Its still a shock to think of you not here with us all. It's still hard to accept that your in that better place so soon when you had so much to live for and so much to still see and do in your life. It's not fair you never got to do those things and I shed a tear each and every time I think of that... I miss you and although we didn't see each other all the time, I still remember you for everything that I loved about you everything that made you my cousin..... I read over your poem the other day....the one I wrote and read out at your funeral.....I spent weeks days hours trying to come up with the right words and I couldn't......I came up with lines sentences but nothing that felt right nothing that told it how it was how I felt....until 6 hours before I was due to read it out......it came out so freely after all that time of draining my thoughts and mind of what I wanted t say that day about you and how sad it is your gone..under an hour I was satisfied with what I had penned and there those words were ready to tell you how much I'm gonna miss you how much you wil be missed but always remembered for those specific and unique qualities that made you you....... Unforgettable time in my life unforgettable man in my life that was you....love you cuz and miss you always xxxxx Jodie xxxxxx